A day in my brain

I just want to die. I am going to kill myself. I love this boy so much. I want a doughnut.  I am so sick of this. I’m exhausted. It’s got to get better soon. I will make it through today. I hate myself. I fucked up. I am blessed. I’m just done with it all. I wish Kevin Kline acted more. This hug feels so good. My brain isn’t working anymore. I’m so scared. Ha, Jesse Spano. Everyone thinks I’m crazy. I am lucky. Why won’t this get better. Mmm, steak on a stick. I’m so fat. My poor family. I wish I could escape my brain. This sucks. I should make a move in Words with Friends. I hate night time. I feel alone. I am so sick of losing memories. I don’t know if I can do this anymore. I’m gonna jump. I love this boy so much. It’s been better. I just want to die. I made it. Ugh, I hate this.