Feeling Good and Sex Analogies

I feel good. I started a new drug. I got some more zaps. Maybe it’s one of those two things, maybe it’s not.

Will it last? Like the erection of a scared virgin giving it up, I gotta hope so. Though like said virgin, it involves luck, strength, and practice. I think?

It’s interesting, the certain kind of good I feel that feels different. It sinks in more. It’s the best kind of familiar.

I have been struggling a bit with the toll the memory loss has been taking on me. Struggling as an improviser and writer. Not knowing people’s names, taking 20 minutes to get to a place that is 2 minutes away, forgetting experiences that sound so lovely yet not at all placeable (maybe a word?) when they are told to me.

Though like an old dude taking Viagra, all of those side effects will be more than worth it if this feeling good lasts.